日志
A fleeting glimpse at the past few years
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Every once in a while, there comes an emoitional eruption where the accumulating self-suspiciousness, unfulfilled ambition and all the meaningless attempts to avoid being swayed by these thoughts gather to tell how much I hate myself. Deep down inside i know im not that pathetic, but all the new cars, the fancy 5 zeros worthy watches posted by friends keep reminding me of the wasted time i resist to recall. I could have done so much better and yet i'm not sure if i get prepared for the ascetic future. Quitting the job to persue some vague stuffs still sounds like the wildest dream i could ever had, and like i was told, learning's a lonely journey. Procrastinating, along with meandering has always been my realistic nightmale i promised to shun and the disguised bullet i wish to dodge. Meanwhile, just like the soldiers can't foresee what awaits them ahead, I can't tell what lies in front, but moving on is only way out. So I'm sailing for the ideal state and I shall let the luck be my chanty.
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