Hey Nate, how’s life? 嘿Nate,最近过得如何? I don’t know, it’s alright 我不知道,还算过得去吧 I’ve been dealin’ with some things likeevery human being 我就像普通人一样过日子 And really didn’t sleep much last night 昨晚没怎么睡好 I’m sorry, that’s fine 真是遗憾,但没有关系 I just think I need a little me time 我只需要点独处的时间 I just think I need a little free time 我只需要点独处的空间 Little break from the shows and the busrides, yeah 比如巡演间在车上稍作休息 Last year I had a breakdown 去年我一度精神不振 Thoughts tellin’me I’m lost, getting’too loud 思绪混乱 迷失自我 Had to see a therapist and I found out 不得不去看心理医生 然后发现 Somethin’funny's going on up in myhouse 我房子(脑海)里发生的烂事 Yeah, started thinkin' maybe I shouldmove out 我想我该逃离这牢笼了 You know, pack my cart, take a new route 你懂的 打包走人 另辟蹊径 Clean up my yard, get the noose out 清扫我的地盘 把上吊绳丢掉 Hang up my heart, let it air out (Airout) 拿出我的决心,向世界证明自我
I've been searchin’ 这就我在寻觅的 What does that mean, Nate? 那是什么意思,Nate? I've been learning 我还在探究 Grabbin’my keepsakes, leavin’myburdens 收好纪念品,脱离这无用的负担 Well, I brought a few with me, I'm notperfect 是的 人无完人 我也有缺点 Lookin’at the view like this concernsme 点阅率在上升 可我越来越忧心 Pickin’up the cues, right? I'm quitenervous 循着流量走,这对吗?我感到相当紧张 Hate it when I lose sight, life getsblurry 对仰慕名利的我感到憎恨,生活变得颓废 And things might hurt me 身旁的小事就会让我受伤 It’s probably gonna be a long journey,but hey! 我想这会是场慢慢长途那又如何 It’s worth it though 值得的 Cold world out there, kids, grab yourcoats 外面世界如此无情,孩子穿好你的大衣 Been a minute, I know, now I’m back toroam 消失了一阵子,现在我回来了 Lookin’ for the antidote to crack thecode 寻找那谜题的解答 Pretty vivid; I admit it, I’m in classicmode 歌词写得如此动人,我就是永传的经典 Don’t need pity given to me but I can’tcondone 别怜悯我,我才不屑你的宽恕 Talkin’ down to me, I’ma have to crackyour nose for crackin’ jokes 说我坏话,我就给你颜色好看 I’m lookin’ for the map to hope, youseen it? 我一直在寻找一张名为“希望”的地图,你有看见吗? Been makin’ a whole lot of changes 这一路来做出了许多改变 Wrote a song about that, you should playit 并把这经历灌注歌词中,而你应该听听看 I get scared when I walk on these stages 每当走在舞台上时,这一切使我想要逃避 I look at the crowd and see so manyfaces, yeah 俯瞰底下的人群和那些对我充满期待的表情 That’s when I start to get anxious 而那就是我焦虑发源的开端 That’s when my thoughts can be dangerous 那就是我的想法逐渐变得危险的开端 That’s when I put on my make-up anddrown in self-hatred 戴上面具,沉溺在自我憎恨的开端 Forget what I’m saying, and 当我没说过,而且-
Where’d the beat go? 节拍呢?
Oh, ain’t that somethin’? 这还不够让你惊艳吗? Drums came in, you ain’t see that comin’ 鼓声来了 你没料到 Hands on my head, can’t tell me nothin’ 你的作品让人头痛,根本是垃圾一坨 Got a taste of the fame, had to pump mystomach 尝过了名利的滋味,那实在令人反胃 Throw it back up like I don’t want it 把它吐掉,我才不屑那种东西 Wipe my face, clean up my vomit 擦拭我的脸,清洁刚吐的呕吐物 OCD, tryna push my buttons 强迫症一步步把我逼入绝境 I said don’t touch it, now y’all done it 说了别踩 可你们还是犯贱 I can be critical, never typical 我可以变得很危险,而非总是一个样 Intricate with every syllable, I’m acriminal 摇身成为罪犯,轻松把玩每个音节 Intimate, but never political, prettyvisual 显而易见地,我只谈心不碰政治 Even if you hate it, I’ll make it feellike you’re in it though 即使不喜欢,我也能让你沉醉于我的音乐中 You call me what you wanna, but nevercall me forgettable 随便你怎么称呼我,除了过气这个词不太合适 Leave you deep in thought, I could neverswim in the kiddie pool 让你沉思,沉醉于我的思想风暴中无法自拔 Way that I been thinkin’ this cinematicis beautiful 我的思想就跟大银幕上的电影一样美丽 Man, I don’t know if I’m makin’ moviesor music videos 老实讲我都不知道是在MV还是电影了
Yeah, the sales can rise 没错 钱能越赚越多 Doesn’t mean much though when yourhealth declines 但并不意味着你的心理缺陷能得到治疗 See, we’ve all got somethin’ that wetrapped inside 看吧,无法前进,因为我们都陷入了困境 That we try to suffocate, you know,hopin’ it dies 我们试图把它藏在心里,希望它能早日消失 Try to hold it underwater but it alwayssurvives 试图让它溺死,可它依然存在 Then it comes up out of nowhere like anevil surprise 时机一到突然发作,就像恶魔精心准备的惊喜 Then it hovers over you to tell youmillions of lies 入侵你的心智,说了千万种谎言 You don’t relate to that? Must not be ascrazy as I am 你不会真的相信吧?可别像我一样 The point I’m makin’ is the mind is apowerful place 我想说的重点是,思想的力量是强大的 And what you feed it can affect you in apowerful way 你怎么对待它,这力量就会反馈到自身 It’s pretty cool, right? Yeah, but it’snot always safe 很有趣吧?但这并不总是安全的 Just hang with me, this’ll only take amoment, OK? 听我解释一下,不会花太久时间,好吗? Just think about it for a second, if youlook at your face 试想你现在正看着你的脸 Every day when you get up and thinkyou’ll never be great 每天早上起来就认定自己永遠不夠好 You’ll never be great—not because you’renot, but the hate 陷入了自我怀疑 — 并不一定是自己的问题,而是 Will always find a way to cut you up andmurder your faith 仇恨总会找到方法来抹杀你的信仰 Woo!
I am developin’, take a look at thebenefits 我的事业正在向上发展,看看它带来的好处 Nothin’ to meddle with, I can never bedelicate 没人能干预我,我永远不会倒下 Am I even relevant? That depends how youmeasure it 我倒下了吗?那要看你如何评断 Take a measurement, then bag it up andgive me the evidence 评估完整理好,把證據拿給我看 It’s pretty evident; dependable cannever be tentative 事实都摆在眼前了,我如此地可信可依赖 I’m a gentleman, depending on if I thinkyou’re genuine 只要我认为你够真诚,那我就能当个绅士 Pretty elegant but not afraid to tellyou to get a grip 姿态优雅,不会吝啬于给有难之人帮助 Proper etiquette, I keep it to myselfwhen I celebrate, ah! 优雅得体,我还真该为自己感到庆幸啊
It’s that time again 时候到了 Better grab your balloons and inviteyour friends 带好你的气球(负担)并邀请你所有的亲朋好友 Seatbelts back on, yeah, strap ‘em in 安全带系好,别太紧张 Look at me, everybody, I’m smilin’ big 大家看向我,我笑得可开心呢 On a road right now that I can’t predict 驶向连我都不知道终点的道路上 Tell me “Tone that down”, but I can’tresist 叫我“收敛一点”,那可不行 Y’all know that sound, better raise yourfists 你们对这音乐也不陌生,所以举起你们的双手欢呼 The search begins, I’m back, so enjoythe trip, huh (Huh, huh) 「The Search」播放,我回来了,尽情享受吧 |