numb little bug（By：Em Beihold）丨像是一只必须要存活的麻木小虫

呼呼12 · 发表于 2025-7-20 13:22:04

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【歌曲信息】

歌曲名称：numb little bug

歌曲作者：Em Beihold

歌词信息：

作词: Emily Beihold/Nick Lopez/Andrew DeCaro，

作曲: Emily Beihold/Nick Lopez/Andrew DeCaro

I don't feel a single thing，

我什么感觉都没有，

Have the pills done too much?

是药效太过了吗，

Haven't caught up with my friends in weeks，

好几周都没联系过朋友，

And now we're outta touch，

现在彼此断了联系，

I've been drivin' in LA，

我一直在洛杉矶里行驶，

And the world, it feels too big，

而这世界太过辽阔，

Like a floating ball that's bound to break，

像是注定要破裂的浮球，

Snap my psyche like a twig，

如折枝般让我精神崩溃，

And I just wanna see，

我只想要知道，

If you feel the same as me，

你是否和我有相同感受，

Do you ever get a little bit tired of life?

你可曾对生活有点厌倦，

Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die，

像是不怎么快乐但也不至于想死，

Like you're hangin' by a thread but you gotta survive，

像是命悬于一线但你必须要存活，

'Cause you gotta survive，

因为你得要活下来，

Like your body's in the room but you're not really there，

像是你身处屋内但思绪却在别处，

Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care，

像是你有同理心但并不真的在乎，

Like you're fresh outta love but it's been in the air，

像是刚走出一段情爱却无处不在，

Am I past repair?

我无法被修补了吗，

A little bit tired of trying to care when I don't，

有点疲于不在乎时还试图上心，

A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope，

有点倦了为了应付而快速补救，

A little bit tired of sinkin', there's water in my boat，

有点厌烦下沉我这舟中进了水，

I'm barely breathin', tryna stay afloat，

我几乎无法呼吸想要维持生存，

So I got these quick repairs to cope，

于是我用快速补救来应对，

Guess I'm just broken and broke，

想来我就是破碎又贫穷，

The prescription's on its way，

处方药已在路上，

With a name I can't pronounce，

我连它名字都不会念，

And the dose I gotta take，

还有那我要服下的剂量，

Boy, I wish that I could count，

天真希望我数得过来，

'Cause I just wanna see，

因为我只想知道，

If this could make me happy，

这是否能让我快乐起来，

Do you ever get a little bit tired of life?

你可曾对生活有点厌倦，

Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die，

像是不怎么快乐但也不至于想死，

Like you're hangin' by a thread but you gotta survive，

像是命悬于一线但你必须要存活，

'Cause you gotta survive，

因为你得要活下来，

Like your body's in the room but you're not really there，

像是你身处屋内但思绪却在别处，

Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care，

像是你有同理心但并不真的在乎，

Like you're fresh out of love but it's been in the air，

像是刚走出一段情爱却无处不在，

Am I past repair?

我无法被修补了吗，

A little bit tired of trying to care when I don't，

有点疲于不在乎时还试图上心，

A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope，

有点倦了为了应付而快速补救，

A little bit tired of sinkin', there's water in my boat，

有点厌烦下沉我这舟中进了水，

I'm barely breathin', tryna stay afloat，

我几乎无法呼吸想要维持生存，

So I got these quick repairs to cope，

于是我用快速补救来应对，

Do you ever get a little bit tired of life?

你可曾对生活有点厌倦，

Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die，

像是不怎么快乐但也不至于想死，

Like a numb little bug that's gotta survive，

像是一只必须要存活的麻木小虫，

That's gotta survive，

不得不活下来。

【个人感想】

之前比较耳熟的一首歌，最近才完完整整的听了一遍，“Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die”，

“Like a numb little bug that's gotta survive”这两句歌词瞬间戳中内心，想到很多事，感觉自己不就这样吗，不开心但是也没有绝望，就这样麻木的活着，做着不想做却又能养活自己的工作，出不了柜但又十分爱我的家庭，明知道不可能最后也证明是有缘无分的暗恋，前段时间的热点事件也让我难过的许久，可能是庸人自扰吧，只能硬着头皮像一只麻木的小虫继续自己的生活