I'm a crack in the pavement, I'm a slip knot
我是人行道上的裂缝 是一拉就松开的活结
I'm afraid that my fortress is a glass box
我怕自己辛苦筑起的堡垒 不过是个易碎的玻璃盒
I should know what I'm playing, but I forgot
本该清楚在做怎样的博弈 却忘得干干净净
Felt good for a day, but that stopped
欢愉转瞬即逝 假象在一天后戛然而止
And I once saw it clearly, but it's bloodshot
一度把一切看得清晰真切 可如今满眼充血 模糊失真
And I want you so badly, but I close off
多么渴望你 却还是选择了自我封闭
Like I thought we'd get married, but I guess not
仿佛幻想过走入婚姻殿堂 终究只是自作多情
Now you can watch me hit the wall
现在你就看着我如何撞向那堵南墙
Hit the wall, I just hit the wall
四处碰壁 我终究陷入了困局
I'm not a problem you can solve
我并非你能够解开的那道难题
Weighing the cost, impossible
衡量着这种代价 却是难如登天
I hit the wall, I hit the wall
我撞向了南墙 彻底陷入困境
I try to be violent, but I get caught
试图宣泄狂躁 却总是无所遁形
A room full of doctors and an inkblot
满屋的医生 面对着一张张墨迹测验图
I'm drawn into headlights, have a blind spot
我如迷失在车灯前的困兽 视线里满是盲区
Pull over and wait for too long
靠边停下 等待实在太过漫长
I want to be stable, but I do cave
祈求安稳度日 却还是在深渊里沦陷
I used when I'm able, I downgrade
稍有起色 便又自甘堕落 妄自菲薄
I barely deserve it if you do stay
倘若你选择留下 我也自知不配拥有这种温柔
I wish you would anyway
可我依然奢望你愿意相守
But I hit the wall, I just hit the wall
可我撞向了南墙 彻底陷入困局
I'm not a problem you can solve
我并非你能够解开的那道难题
Weighing the cost, impossible
衡量着这种代价 却是难如登天
I hit the wall, I hit the wall
我撞向了南墙 彻底陷入困境
"A Case of You" playing in the hallway
走廊里回荡着《A Case of You》的旋律
Hallucinations that I downplay
那些被我避重就轻掩饰掉的幻觉
I'm numb till I'm aching for the sharp pain
我变得麻木不仁 直到渴望起剧烈的锐痛
Watch my blade ricochet
看着锋芒弹回 刺破伪装
Time
时间
Funny, ain't it?
讽刺得很 不是吗
Flashbacks of my life
往昔岁月如走马灯般闪现
What a waste, oh, what a shame
真是虚度光阴 噢 真是令人唏嘘
At night
在深夜里
Face to face with every girl
不得不面对每一个
That I tried to play, mm
被我敷衍过的女孩 mm
Sooner or later, you'll find out
你迟早会发现真相
I live in a pattern of breakdowns
我活在不断崩溃的死循环里
You'll bend to my silence, it's so loud
你会被我那震耳欲聋的沉默 压弯妥协
And then you'll lose me to the crowd
随后你会看着我消失在茫茫人海
Hit the wall, I just hit the wall
四处碰壁 我终究陷入了困局
I'm not a problem you can solve
我并非你能够解开的那道难题
Hit the wall, I just
四处碰壁 我只是
I just
我只是
Now
到此为止
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