《Zenith》 Molly Nilsson
天顶
最底下放了网易云专辑链接 & bandcamp
Higher Place
魂灵叠涧
尼尔森来自瑞典的斯德哥尔摩,她于1984年12月出生于格伦达尔,在城南索德玛尔姆长大,她的家庭背景与音乐并无关联,有趣的是她的父母都是共产主义者。她曾形容她的父亲是她“最大的粉丝”。在学校时,尼尔森上过一些钢琴课,还和朋友们组了个朋克乐队,他们“偶尔玩玩”,但大部分时间“只是闲逛”。她从小就听很多20世纪70年代英国的朋克音乐,青少年时期她有时会尝试扮演DJ。
大学毕业后尼尔森搬到柏林追寻音乐梦想。她在柏林夜店Berghain的衣帽间工作,同时攒钱在工作日创作歌曲2008年,她发行了首张专辑《These Things Take Time》,仅以CD-R的形式发行了500张。2009年,她发行了另一张自制专辑《Europa》。2011年,约翰·莫斯翻唱了她专辑《These Things Take Time》中的歌曲《Hey Moon》,并将其收录于自己的专辑《We Must Become the Pitiless Censors of Ourselves》中,尼尔森的知名度也因此提升。2015年发行专辑《Zenith》大获成功后,尼尔森开始了世界巡演,再后来尼尔森重新发行了《Hey Moon》和歌曲《Silver》,作为一张双面单曲专辑以支持“Black Lives Matte”运动。
Gaze
逃离自己
尼尔森独立制作并演奏自己的音乐,但她也与Dark Skies Association 和格拉斯哥的Night School Records 合作发行了大部分作品。尼尔森的音乐风格以极简的合成器和鼓点编排为特色,常被归类为暗黑流行或低保真合成流行。她认为独处是她创作过程中必不可少的重要组成部分。在现场演出中,尼尔森经常会播放自己的CD作为伴奏进行演唱。
Zenith/天顶,是指观测者正上方的天球点,铅垂线无限延伸向上的最高点。天顶点是测量坐标系中的一个特殊点,特殊在于天顶与观测者之间始终达成相对静止的奇妙含义。尼尔森的音乐艺术总是存在于大众期待之外,常常也不在她自己的意料中,她的创作对她而言像是一种逃离,一种回归,甚至自嘲为一种无所事事,但它的存在既无人可避也令人着迷。尼尔森在“无所事事”中展现出音乐接近灵魂的部分让无数在茫然若失的听众感到无法言说的情感支撑,或说心灵拯救也不为过。
Above the Z'
专辑鉴赏
《Zenith》这张专辑共收录了13首音乐,总时长46分40秒。Molly 的歌喉在低保真的合成器摩挲着灵魂鼓点中如悬空倒流的雨点,一种切实的迷幻铺开让人的精神上升自我的天顶~本次音乐鉴赏我将13首音乐全都带出与大家一起欢悦,在这美好节庆里我们天顶相见!
The Only Planet [Verse] Give it an endless sunset An eternal twilight I want the peak of the party To last me my whole lifetime
[Verse] The lonely planet It's the only planet for me I know I'm terrible at saying hi I'm even worse at saying goodbye[Bridge] I felt like saying 'I love you' And getting no reply
[Bridge]I felt like saying 'I love you' And getting no reply
[Verse] Get me a bowl or something to cry in Keep losing and I'm not even trying But if it's all just happy endings Then happiness must be the end
[Outro] The lonely planet Is the only planet we're free The lonely planet You're the only planet for me |
“无尽落日,永恒暮光”,在这孤独的星球上,只有无间高潮才能抵挡告别的悲伤。 “我想说我爱你,但却总是无应答”,在这孤独的星球上,到底什么算作幸福结局? 我还在疑问Molly 你这个一分半的前奏在?... 然后第一声出来就完全无法抵抗,再接着无应答出现自己就沦陷,我情有所感霎时泪泛。孤独是常态,在自己的天顶之下没人能逃离这感受,但无论何时都要发出自我的声音,无意义回响之外你所寻找的那个人一定存在!➹♡
1995 [Verse] Windows 95, you’re long gone, but I’m still alive I’ve gone so far, not even knowing how I suppose the world is so much smaller now
[Verse] The plans that you made when you still had the time I’ve saved all the things that you left behind But by now I guess I’d consider them all mine
[Verse] Windows 95 is only a metaphor for what I feel inside Although I’m older now, there’s still an emptiness That’s never letting go somehow
Have you ever walked into what seemed to be somebody else’s dream? And though the time won’t let you pass It keeps you looking through the glass Looking through the glass
[Verse] 1995, they call it the year the future was to arrive But back in '95, we thought we were standing On the threshold to the end of time (And we still do)
[Verse] So what’s wrong with living in the past? It just happens to be the place I saw you last And what’s wrong with living in a dream? That one day the echo answers deep inside of me
[Outro] I’ll remember 1995 I’ll remember 1995 I’ll remember 1995 I’ll remember 1995 1995 |
Windows 95是微软公司面向消费者的操作系统,于1995年7月14日首次发布,支持服务于2000年12月31日结束。在那个世纪末走进千家万户的Windows 95 毫无疑问一代人核心记忆的组成部分。对Molly 来说Windows 95是她生命中重要之人离去的标志,是对辉耀光芒的旧日时光的暗喻。淡淡的忧伤漫开,刷洗过度的回忆留下的痕迹也成了最无法舍弃存在,作为我接触此专的首曲,只能说一曲断魂!♡♡♡
H.O.P.E. [Verse] Are they really watching us from space? "All watched over by machines of loving grace" The solitude of satellites in the search for life All alone in the night All alone in the night
[Bridge] Are they really watching us from space? All that surveillance seems like such a waste 'Cause can they see so deep inside to see the secrets that we hide? While the angels smoke their cigarettes in the night sky And the scientists all search for life on Earth Maybe that's why I'm never lonely when I write All alone in the night So maybe that's why I'm never lonely when I write All alone in the night
[Outro] We are lovers and liars and secret spies In the search for the corners where the truth may hide On our own like drones in the night Until the moment when we strike Explosions lighting up the night All alone in the night All alone in the night |
与前两首的孤独与回忆,人际关系和科技发展有所关联,Molly 在这首歌曲中以探寻外星生命存在为意向,但兜兜转转视角还是回到了自我,人类无法脱离的自我。非常有意思的歌词,让人想到美苏冷战结束后的种种余波;非常温情柔软的谱曲,在天外是否每个人类个体都有着属于自己的守护天使? Molly 的想象力太超群,选择极其少见的选材同时成品也出奇的好,这绝非只是一时灵感能做到的,完全素尤里卡女王来的!ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ
Mountain Time [Verse] I'm always dreaming I could run away As long as I remember, it's been that way There's nothing for me happening here Or maybe there is, maybe I'm running out of fear Or maybe life's only just begun When you're on the run
[Verse] I go out each night, expecting more of the world Something new and exciting, something I've never heard They want you to grow up so that you can have their babies Is there nothing else out there waiting for us maybe? Some girls would just rather have fun And be on the run, on the run On the run, on the run
[Bridge] Something tells me I'll be better off if I stay in my mind It's like everyone round here have their watches set to Mountain Time Their perfect lives in paradise was never meant for me Fuck it, I think I'd rather be on the run
[Verse] I'll go out each night expecting more of the world Something new and exciting, something I've never heard Let them grow their beards and talk careers But all their words have lost their meaning I'd never wanna do what they expect me to But something entirely new Something entirely new
[Outro] I'm always dreaming I could run away As long as I remember, it's been that way |
“I'm always dreaming I could run away. As long as I remember, it's been that way. There's nothing for me happening here,Or maybe there is, maybe I'm running out of fear.” ...完全就是我来的,唱出了我本人,我和他人生活在不同的时间表... 对我最爱的这首反倒不知道该怎么表达情感了,甚至刚接入前奏就知道素我的最佳了. ⁺₊⁺₊⁺♡₊⁺₊⁺♡₊⁺₊⁺♡₊⁺₊⁺₊ Mountain Time/山地时区,通常指北美山区时区,通过以下方式计时:协调世界时(UTC-07:00)即从世界时(UTC)减去7小时;夏令时期间协调世界时(UTC-06:00)即从世界时减去6小时。
Bunny Club [Verse] Babe, I know how you wanna give me all that I want The trouble is I don't even want the things that I want But I wanna be the hand that turns on your clock I wanna be the paper that wins over rock I wanna be the profit of your lucrative stock I wanna be every single hole in your sock
[Verse] Couldn't even hurt me when you're being rough When I think of pain, it ain't you I'm thinking of You shouldn't trust a single word that I'm saying That shit just slips out every time that we're playing
[Bridge] I'm the opportunity that never knocks I wanna be the anchor that keeps you at the dock I wanna be the key that fucked up your lock I wanna be the wolf that abandoned the flock
[Outro] All I wanna be, all I wanna be All I want to be is the hand that turns on your clock I wanna be the danger that lurks on your block I wanna be the priest when you called for the cops But then the feeling's just gone when we stop |
“Wanna”直接露骨的情绪涌现了,作为一首3分5秒的歌曲因为前奏占了一半所以听感实际很淡,细想了下这样却更符合这首歌曲的表达,欲望消磨的难耐过程和欲望发泄的短暂满足的对比,在孤独星球上没有不敢的欲望只有不停的满足,能面对真实的自己也就不会在受到他人伤害. Molly 真素很敢说啊₊⁺♡₊⁺
Intermezzo: Palimpsest Galore
间奏:满纸涂鸦,非常巧思的一首插曲,仿佛构缩了专辑趣味十足的创作过程,也让听众从感泪动情中有所休憩,完全不会不和谐反而尽显Molly 思维的灵动瞬间~♡
Happyness [Verse] It may happen in your life That you find a word that can describe All the rooms that I have lived in All the lives that I've walked through Every face, every dream, every view
[Verse] Amigoless, otra vez But something in that freedom feels like happiness I was always so embarrassed about what I wrote But deep inside there was always a little hope That someone's gonna find my notes
[Bridge] You promised me you'd show me where you live But boy, was I disappointed once you did And my heart just got more crowded than my bed As we decided to be just friends instead
[Outro] Dear diary, you won't believe the desire vs. destiny In every place, every me, every you In every place, every me, and every you |
“在欲望对抗命运之间寻找幸福”,天再次被Molly 凝练的思想所震撼到... 幸福结局可能一直在身边但你从来没想到过去捕捉,也许你的心中的门越来越窄但只要留住一线缝隙,在你和我的生命中,我们都可以得到.つ♡⊂
Lovers Are Losers [Verse] I saw a late night movie on TV And it felt just like it was about you and me And since it was me and you I didn't watch it till the end 'Cause I didn't want it to
[Verse] Lovers are losers Lovers are losers Losers Lovers are losers
[Verse] I watch the sports, then the news Confuse the lingo that they use ''Cause winning's not why we're playing' That's the kinda neo-liberal bullshit That they're saying
[Verse] Losers Lovers are losers Losers Lovers are losers
[Bridge] A strike for the right kind of battles that we choose It'll feel like we win when we're trying to lose And I don't know what the care is We're all fucking losers from Miami to Paris
[Outro] Losers Lovers are losers Losers Lovers are losers Losers Lovers are losers Lovers are losers Lovers are losers Lovers are losers |
“爱人即是失败者”,没头没尾的话语却是最正确的生活经验,当一段关系走向结束时越拖延则结果越惨痛。很多心碎时刻其实有可能是因为自我防御而刻意造成的,这种惩罚式的关系处理方式在当今依旧常见,甚至可能还因为物质水平提高而增加。结束时就该结束了,往上看看也许你的世界就会慢慢好转~
Clearblue [Verse] Clearblue is the color of the sky Clearblue is the color of my eyes But the clouds overcast my heart And divide me in two parts My fate is sealed in a minute or two And then I'll figure out what I gotta do But right now I only wanna remember All the parties we ever went to All the parties we ever went to All the parties we ever went to
[Verse] It's the beginning or it's the end You get a phone call to a friend But knowing no one's gonna bail you out this time My future life will split in two At least one of these are through All the parties we never went to All the parties we never went to All the parties we never went to All the parties we never went to |
好耶~素现场版! 湛蓝就素Molly 的本色惹~! ₊⁺♡₊⁺ 怎么会美成这样?! 继续Parties,我说电话本子的心情哪天都是白云蓝天捏~!
My Body [Verse] I love my body like nobody Could ever love anybody I love my body like nobody Could ever love anybody I love my body like nobody Could ever love anybody
[Verse] I love my body 'cause it's mine But I didn't always love it all the time It's as good as any body you would find It fights for me and it nurtures my mind I had a dream that changed my life Or maybe life changed what I dreamed of It's the only thing that keeps me alive Now that's what I call love
[Bridge] I love my body like nobody Could ever love anybody I love my body like nobody Could ever love it because it's mine
[Outro] I love my body like nobody Could ever love anybody I love my body like nobody Could ever love anybody |
莫名联想到Mitski 的《My Love Mine All Mine》,Anyway素很直白的表达自爱,喜翻~ 歌词重复感很强但音浪节奏却很变化很嗨,身体自爱曲喜加一ʕ ᵔᴥᵔ ʔ
Titanic [Verse] You've seen the deep reaches within me Beyond the beaches of my sea You've seen my bottom and you know my waves You know what time they're about to break When we get together we almost always drink And I said, "Our friendship is just like the Titanic That never sinks, that never sinks" Then I repeat myself 'cause I'm drunk But when we're together It's as though Titanic never sunk |
关于友谊的一首短曲,直接用泰坦尼克号类比,较缓的曲风真的妙现直愣愣朝着冰山撞去无能为力的意向;友谊也是一样,走向结局前谁都信誓旦旦绝无沉没,Molly 你太会了_(:з」∠)_
Bus 194 (All There Is) [Verse] All of this is maybe all there is But I don't mind, let it take its time 'Cause I've got Schubert on the phone
[Verse] Life is like the Bus 194 It's gonna take you from door to door Looking out the window, I can see myself And I guess all of this is all there is All there is All there is If all of this is all there is I don't mind
[Bridge] (And I said to myself) All of this is maybe all there is Might as well just enjoy the ride While the rest of the world is on the other side
[Outro] I'm on the Bus 194 It's gonna take you from door to door And when it's time to get off I'm always hoping I'm missing my stop All there is All there is All there is If all of this is all there is I don't mind |
这首是我的全专2th♡ 逃离社会,逃离交际,逃离自已? 为这个概念着迷ớ ₃ờ~
Tomorrow [Verse] I feel like catching the day
Or what's left of it, in this café
I feel a sudden urge to hold a speech
To all the drunken dreams we dream to reach
[Verse]
Tomorrow
Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow
Tomorrow
Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow
[Verse]
The smallest of all victories I've ever won
Is to know that you will miss me when I'm gone
And I think we only drink so that we can toast
To all the little things that mean the most So here's to tomorrow! Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow
[Bridge] The light thickens and I'm fading But I can go on, I was only saying I had a sudden urge to break all rules We always act the best when we play the fools
[Verse] So we'll get another round for tomorrow Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow Tomorrow Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow
[Verse] This could be anywhere at all Any city in the world behind that wall Tomorrow, we will smile and say "Today is totally yesterday"
[Verse] Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow
[Bridge] A Shakespearean experience I wish William would get the tab I lost count of all the drinks that we had But I'll pay 'em anyway 'cause your birthday is tomorrow
[Verse] Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow Tomorrow Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow Tomorrow Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow Tomorrow Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow
[Outro] Tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow |
“We always act the best when we play the fools.”
无应答的正是自己,落日暮光终逝,乘着卫星指路的公车驶向冰山 再来一首歌吧,用尽最后的时刻表,一起上升 全专的尾曲,致永不消逝的明天,我们天顶相会!♡(*˘︶˘*)♡
推荐理由
Molly 的这张《Zenith》可以说陪伴我度过了青春期,从感伤到看清现实,从数次心碎到自我疗愈,这张专辑对我的意义... 人们总是需要一类精神的引导,仿佛不这么做人生就没有意义,但《Zenith》让本可意识到,你当然可以在默然中疯狂,不过上升天顶则是一个更好的选择,在天顶的无所事事也可以是人生的意义!
就只素十三周年本质做自己噜
And,Molly 的声音就是天使级别的啊,怎么可能有人听了不爱?! 更有感触的是Molly的独特魅力就像一个素未谋面的好友,她是台上光芒万丈的歌星却也是会和你逛昏暗GayBar的密友,她在为平权摇旗呐喊却也是会有时矫情的萌妹,她是步履不停的旅人却也会驻足为心碎之人带来希望涂鸦 ₊⁺♡₊⁺ 粉了 ₊⁺♡₊⁺
最后放一个第比利斯的Molly!
【interview is recorded in Tbilisi, Georgia 2016】 弗霖我劝你不要不识仙音吼,淘一个金金的东西出来好吗? 我素说,不行淘个茎茎也行啦... 总得让本可吃到一个吧,手码要累鼠惹,没有奖励本可简直要再蠕动一年了~(╥_╥)~
一如既往地求追随惹! 如果你喜欢这期音乐推荐的话可以关注一下本可的【周末时光】淘专辑惹,都是彩虹级的音乐分享惹~ 当然我嘎我雷我日各仙婆仙乐本可之后也打算涉略下捏~就酱噜(´▽`)ノ♪
We’ve met! |